Start again

I leave this my blog so long already never write and now only i restart again, Why i remember back this blog is because of the life change decisions and regret of lots of bad things i did when i was young guy. I will try to building myself and try to make all of my bad habits disappear from my life. A lots of sentence make my vision change and my mind force me to read back again and again those sentense like လုပ္သင့္တာကိုလုပ္တာ၊ ေၿပာသင့္တာကိုေၿပာတာ၊ ေတြးသင့္တာကိုေတြးတာ ဟာမိမိကိုယ္ကိုမိမိ တည္ေဆာက္ၿခင္းပါပဲ။ so, i will try my best to do as Sa Yar Daw said.

I will building myself for become good guy from now on. Yesterday I decided some decisions, even I discuss with Sweetie about that, I will try my best to upgrade myself as everyday study 5 vocabulary from dictionary, I will try very hard for join part time Police force, I will start to do again the exercise for my health and body, every morning when i wake up time i will pray & do as the Book writer Sa Yar Daw said and ငါးပါးသီလခံယူ။ I try not to lie to anybody and this year 2010 must change something and improve to my life. Some more reduce all of my anger, proud and all of bad behaviors.

Yesterday night, I enjoyed the movie of MI 3 then, i read continue the book and I translate for Sweetie to know what i read and what made me change, he still in doubt and still so early to believe what i said of i will change my life, haha! He is correct, however this time study me long and test me that i really do or not what i said. I can challenge to anyone. Later before sleep, i got return call from my ex gf her name is Mie Mie, last 10 years ago she was my gf and we broke up like very serious. I did apologise to her, but she said she forgive me and she never put it in her mind, hummn! but u know already effect to her mind last 10 years ago. She made fun lots on the line, i tell the true if i no need to see my social network and my parents face maybe i will propose for marry me even thought she was divorce woman and have 1 son. Actually, ဆက္စပ္ၿပီးစဥ္းစားၾကည့္ရင္ if we not broke she was not going to married and did't get the son. Her life, her ex-husband life was change a lots because of this we broke up. If i thinking in this way, i really so sad and regret myself.

Anyway.......I will be good guy today onward, the persons who don't believe wait and see what will happen on future. Then request that support me to success my decisions.